Mar 29, 2008


Today I would say that I spent quite a pleasant day doing my hair, getting ready to go to my cousin's birthday bash.

I started the day beautifully with my hot mama drama partner Manuela.

I think most of the guys in my class are intrigued, if not infatuated by her. Initially I experienced her as this serious and rigid woman. Who would have known that I would grow to adore her =)...

We spent our day at this quaint little restaurant called Bijou at Mont Kiara. I thought to myself mom would have loved a place like this.

Her birthday is drawing near, and I don't know whether or not I can handle it.

She was my beautiful.

I was supposed to write about how guys in Malaysia have the tendency to carry their girlfriend's bags.

And yet suddenly this arise.

Mar 25, 2008

Sunburst KL-John Legend

Born on 28th December 1978 who would have known that this sweet creamy cup of Ohio born hot chocolate would mesmerize peeps all the way to Malaysia! (swoons)

I was well aware of John Legend's existence in the R'n'B music industry.

I just wasn't aware of how big a phenomenon he was! After the show I went and googled and discovered he was nominated for 8 Grammy awards and won 5~! Madness!!

I still remember the ache on my feet. My heart palpitations, I could literally feel my body levitate as I saw John Legend for the very first time live.

His performance was a tremendous success! He had the girls screaming, moaning and groaning (lol.) It was like a big orgy. And Johny boy was supplying all the goodness. Even the boys who were standing in front of me were saying "Relax...relax..nanti you pengsan" which means Relax, relax, you'll pass out man. Because I kept saying oh my God whilst jumping up and

The crooner swayed us with his magical repertoire of Alright, PDA (We just don't care) and Ordinary People to name a few. I really honestly couldn't remember because I was just amazed at the sex appeal of this performer. (and his smoldering good looks to boot!)

I think he killed some of us or rather all of us when he invited this girl Nisha on stage. They danced to the song slow dance. Secretly I was wishing I was the lucky one (having bulldozed my way to the 3rd front row) [If you guys want to see the picture of this event by all means message me and I can show you but I ain't going to post it on my blog, I don't need photo graphical evidence of how my heart was].

However in my heart of hearts I believed that everyone was dancing with John that night. Including myself.

All I can say for now is John Legend is extremely talented and he rocks my socks off. He closed his show off with So High...I definitely was high that night. And no drug in the world could match its ecstasy ;)

I would love to go to one of his concerts again and source that he'll come back again to Malaysia for a performance.

Tremendously unforgettable. He is a sexy and tremendously legendary man !!

Whom in my heart is mine :) *awwwwwwwwww*

Mar 12, 2008

Not sensing brain activity........?

I was awaken by the sounds of the train running against the tracks today.

The unforgiving stench from the garbage centre lurking outside my window, even the narrowest opening has the power to pollute these four walls.

My love for the aesthetics has grown quite largely due to the intensity of my mentor Joe and Faridah. Hence the fluidity of words..LOL

My ex boyfriend has suddenly decided to make amends with me, yet again. He wishes to be my HUSBAND (omg) and everything else that comes with it.

What nonsense. I thought to myself.

Not in this lifetime. Or lifetimes after this. Are you mad?

I'm open to loving other people...

It's high time.

Mar 5, 2008

Stupendous reels of the Drama Queen

Well there's this thing here

I've already banged head to head against these collision course of events of which has altered my state of existence.

Speaking of the power of sourcing, MY GOD! the abundance of men in my life (lol.)

Suddenly they come up popping from nowhere and drawing a commitment from me, of which I, Haryaton Yahya am unfamiliar with so much attention from the opposite species. (Praise God and much gratitude for Rhonda Byrne!)

The thing is, now I realize that my body is not ready to be in a commitment. No it's none of the I'm not pretty enough conversation (well maybe).

My heaviness is not funny anymore.

By the way, the breathing exercise is fantastic! I kinda resisted it in the beginning but when I finally felt that I was breathing better I'm very excited of the results it would bring me.

Then I decided to take it up a notch and go see my hypnotherapist Thevi. She's this sweet lady who I met whilst working for KMB. She was the head of training (I think) back then.

So I went to her telling her of my woes, specifically with my visualization issues. I kept seeing this person who betrayed me a couple of years back. And I didn't like her being there.

But after a session with her I noticed a big difference in myself. I am more outspoken.

I barely confront. Now I just say what's on my mind. I'm so freaking happy!


Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.