Oct 11, 2007

My new house

I can't believe I'm finally moving out of Cyberjaya in the span of two weeks. It's confirmed ! Oh my God I can't believe seriously I can't.

It has been a dream come true for me to live somewhere close to the city, what more with the scenic view of KLCC that provides me with the feel of my very own urbanopia.

I'm stumped at the choice of the theme for my home.

Oct 9, 2007

3 days to Aidil Fitri

3 more days to Aidil Fitri.

It will be the first Aidil Fitri where I spend it without my mom.

My siblings are going down to visit her grave, whilst I stay here in Kuala Lumpur pretending that it doesn't affect me. Wow...

I dread to hear the takbir and see others with their families. And people asking me whether I am going to go back to Kota Kinabalu or not.

Yes so I am being a hermit and protecting myself. It's so easy to knock off sad feelings before, now it's hard to not be sad.

Oct 8, 2007


My latest craze in music is surprisingly disco and house on a grandiose scale. What'll I like next.. But seriously the tunes are very catchy!

Check out this one by Michael Gray

I mean come on people! Sophie Ellis Baxter? Now she rocks ;) Anyways I don't know where this new passion of my will take me...If I start wearing bell bottoms and glitter on my face kill me...! Make it as quick and painless ;) LOL

Signing out...till then


A new beginning

I made a decision to change from one of my favourite chat communitiesto the one here because I believe that my writings would have more exposure lol..

Here's ME!! :)

I see it as an extension area also I suppose...when I write there I would probably also write here vice versa...

Anyways going back to the title of the blog. A new beginning. What I want is a fresh outlook.

The poem below w
ritten by Robert Herrick is what my out look is all about in a nutshell.

GATHER ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying :
And this same flower that smiles to-day
To-morrow will be dying.

The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he's a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he's to setting.

That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer ;
But being spent, the worse, and worst
Times still succeed the former.

Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may go marry :
For having lost but once your prime
You may for ever tarry.



Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.