Jul 16, 2008

The power of love

It's crazy that I feel the way that I feel for someone whom I just met a couple of weeks.

The similarities and coincidences that happen between us is crazy. I don't know how to explain it.

Every other day we would be sporting the same coloured shirt or pants or both.

Or we would be thinking the same thing and then some.

Makes me wonder what the universe is trying to tell me.

At times I have doubts creep in. And it doesn't help that there are only words of reassurance and no actions that make me believe otherwise.

Am I thinking too much?

I know in my heart I don't ask the right questions.

Deep in my heart I don't feel that he loves me as much as I love him.

I have reason to believe the contrary though. He has been doing a lot of things for me. It makes me melt inside.

Confused confessional? Yes. To a tee.

Jul 11, 2008

Geek rider

So I have been busy yet again.

The title has nothing to do with my post. I just saw this phrase somewhere and thought it was catchy.

Actually my internet was down but I have it back! W0o0o0p dee doo!

My birthday was a smash. LOL I forgot to take pictures. Well all the more reason to celebrate it another time right? :) hehe...

Spent it with friends and Mr. M. My favouritest botak man in the world right now :)

Speaking of my botak "friend"... Wonders never cease of what love can do to you or rather me :P

I realized this past couple of weeks being with him can be the best and also I can say the worst weeks of my life. It was the best when I was with him and the worst when I wasn't.

Love is really about highs and lows. It definitely made me grow up a great deal.

It taught me that even though I was in a relationship that I should have my own life.

He taught me a lot. Hard to admit that I'm learning from him. Nanti dia baca naik kepala pula LOL

I think there is all I have to say for now.



Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.