When I saw the date since I last posted it came as quite a shocker.
I don't know, maybe real life got the better of me. Maybe I lost interest in making posts. I don't know.
Hopefully this time around my modjo sticks. Can't believe that I forgot my password. I mean I am the forgetful type but it's not like I want to forget it. I just forgot la.
What a long time to suffer from writer's block. LOL
But I did say that I was going to start writing again, about what I don't know. Maybe a mixture of things. Just stuff I do. Maybe it'll benefit someone one day. Who knows?
The past 1 ++ years has been a very slum down hill experience.
At this point in my life, I've decided to go back and study again to do my Masters. Who knows what'll happen, right?
The world is your oyster they say when you're at my age. (will be 32 this year). I'm dreading to see the number of candles on that cake.
There's no hoping to where I want to go and achieve in life. It's just a matter of doing. A lot of things that I have declared to do is finally happening.
I got another shocker when I measured today 2 1/2 inches less than I was 1++ months ago.
I suspect speed in my acaiberry pills. Either that OR tapeworm (some crazy ass soup I had when I was in Semporna some time back gave me diarrhoea and vomitting). Didn't go to the doctors. Hence the result is continuous weight loss.
If I do have a worm I'm keeping it :P
Call it Fred or Bob.
Waiting for my offer letter. I don't even know whether I want to do my Masters overseas anymore.
All that money. Australia's getting expensive.
I wish I had a fairy godfather to set things straight in the financial department...well in all departments as a matter of fact, doesn't matter where.
I saw Nash on tv. Used to seeing my friends on television and acquaintances. The last time I saw someone in a commercial it was KT my bestfriend's ex. I swear to God I really thought it was some crazy dream that my friend's man was being eaten alive by a ginormous OCTOPUS. (What a big bbq we would need to grill that sucker).
Anyways, It's 2:49 and I'm rambling.
I really need a cig but then house rules say no.
Good morning people.
WHAT I LIVE BY
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.