I'm starting to think that I need to create closure to all the guys I have been with, so that I can have a fresh and new one with that particular someone NOW.
Irritating as it seems, is just the tip of the iceberg. It's a roller coaster of emotions. Especially when unearthing old wounds.
Old wounds that even surgery cannot fix.
I felt a tight clench in my stomach, something stuck in my throat and heavy in my chest.
WHAT I LIVE BY
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.