May 6, 2008

I don't know what to call it?

For mom...Don't know what to call it


I wrote this for my mom, I forgot when I wrote this but I remember how painful it was.


Here's to you mama.


Have you ever felt like u had no one..
Just wished that there was someone
that could love you unconditionally
Kiss your tears in the bad times
Make you smile in the worst and best off all
just love you for you

I used to have that..Now I'm left alone in the dark

This is what I yearn when I lost you
Coz you were the one who never ever gave up
never let me down
Coz you were the one I could trust
completely
Love so deeply

Have you ever looked into the mirror
to find
that your smile isn't ur smile
Stand tall when it's torture
Pretend it's not affecting you
that all your putting on is a show
for your friends to see that you're still
STRONG and that I'm over you
being gone..


Too proud to cry
There's nothing but emptiness inside
I'm too proud to cry
All that's left is my dreams and hopes to survive
another day


Figuring things out, taking a day at a time
Knowing that you're still with me in spirit
Gives me the wings to fly

But still I'm
Too proud to cry
There's nothing but emptiness inside
I'm too proud to cry
All that's left is my dreams and hopes to survive
another day

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i'l always lend u a shoulder if u need it. grasp the life you have now, dun let it slip away. i know this is wat ur mommy wil want for u too \(^_^)/ celebrate~! _jazz

pammye said...

Awww nong!! I love the piece...I'm SO touched that I'm teary now (with a background of kokokaina singing). Beautiful piece, you wrote!

You know that I & the rest of the Nongsters are here for you if you ever need us, k.

I love u loads.

WHAT I LIVE BY

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

~MARIANNE WILLIAMSON~